I just don't know what to do...I miss you Tanu ...so much that i just cannot contain my emptiness and pain. I find it so difficult carrying this heaviness and I keep buckling under it's weight from time to time...What do I do bete? I love you so much and the pain is just too much. Please help me, nothing makes sense to me at all and I just don't know how to live any more, everything feels so empty Tanu, I wish I could hold you and hear your heartbeat, I just don't know where to go to find peace because I cannot find it within me.
People keep telling me that I have to overcome...How can I bete? Not only were you a part of me, not only were you a prayer answered, you were my life, how can I live without you?