The word 'PAIN' can never sum up what it feels like to lose someone. There is no word in any language that can fully describe the loss of myself when my Tanya and Anjan passed on to the world beyond. Every moment that I take a step forward by making it through another day, no matter how good or bad I feel, I can't run fast enough or far enough to escape loss. This is because I can never leave behind the love inside my heart. It moves with me.....