It is said the Almighty gives burdens to the strong. I feel that this time He has underestimated my strength. When Anjan was killed my children became my source of strength and I learnt to move on and my faith in the Almighty was unshaken.
Now with my most loved child Tanya having been taken from me I somehow cannot find the strength to move on. Every day has become a burden for me,every relationship....cumbersome. I loved life then but now, life has become so empty for and I just cannot seem to find meaning in anything I do. I cannot seem to pick up the pieces and I get so exhausted trying to pretend that all is well.